Lustful Vampire

So deeply I craved for you.I spent the hour of my last nights thinking of nothing but how your lips would feel, How your teeth would sink in to my neck, How your eyes would drown in to mine while, My heart flickered off.I thought about The sinful love, we would have.When I became like you, How everything looked different through my new eyes you have given me, everything seems better then what it used to be.So lovely everything is to me, Nothing bitter, But only sweet.How I told you I was forever yours. And how my body was your pleasure.How Everything was ours, and we held the world together.You were of romance, and grace, All woman fail at your feet.But only I held your true heart beat.When you drank the blood from my neck, and my soul shattered out of me I knew you were my god, and I had finally been set free, So thankful I will always be.All things good.And suddenly I turn on you. I feel guilty for drinking the life out of peoples souls.I feel guilty for draining each drop of blood from their sorrow.And I hate that I can't go out in the sun,And how beautiful I remember it was.And I cry but my tears are clear, I am shallow, and afraid of my self.I am unable to look in the mirror, And see my reflection and never will again.For all this you have given me, I must thank youBut I don't know who I am anymore.I will take this blade, and aim for my heart,And my soul will come back to meAnd once again be living as a normal person thatI once used to be. Written September 26th, 2001 © on Sep 26 2001 11:10 AM PST, Shelly   0 • 1