Mistakes Of Today

your whole life you thought no one loved you. Everyone you thought cared, turned on you. What were you supposed to do? lay down and die?... lie in your bed and cry? So you have your bad moments we all do. Don't let peoples words get to you. you are the one that can be brave your the one living your life with aids. No one will ever understand, stop looking for a helping hand. Your the one that will either choose to let your self live or die. Stop dreaming of tomorrow, and live for now. Think of how I'll be with out a friend. Your the one I always ran to, for help. Your the one that always picked me up. Helped me through my problems. It seems as if, your the one that always told me things get rough, but when they do just get tough. No angel is going to rescue you. Live.. do not die, Get out of your bed and look in the mirror, whip away those falling tears. I know you were in a car wreck, and you lost a lot of blood, they had to give, donation. And they didn't find out till later, that the blood cells were of aids. I love you, either way. I wish I could take your pain I wish I could scream out your name, and make it all go away good things are supposed to happen to good people. But suddenly fate crossed a path and got stuck in the middle of a half, They didn't know who was good or bad, and you were chosen, and I wish you wouldn't had. I care for you and no matter what ill stand by you. they say you have three years, But I believe longer. In my heart I know your stronger. Ill live with you, and never run away. everyone turned their back on you, Just because something cruel happened. A mistake, A problem that can't be helped. don't die, just because they say you will. you must believe in your heart its not real stay in a dream with me, lets walk through the stars in memories. Don't let the rest of your years pay, for the mistake of today. Written January 15th, 2002 © on Jan 14 2002 04:29 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1