Move On

Its night, We get in a fight once again, you treat me like a child, and I'm 19. Your my father, and I love you dear. But you must understand I cannot stay here!. I must find my self in the world. I must find out where I really belong, The songs over, its time for me to go. I love you daddy but I've been taking my life slow. You have always been a good father, and you've always been around as I grew older. You always showed me wrong from right, you always stood by me, through thick and thin, you showed me how to follow god, and be born again. When I was younger, I think you made me mature way to fast, I think you wanted me to stay a child but it would never last. Please understand I don't want to leave because of you, I'm just missing something here, in this small town. I'm done with this same life, I'm done with being your baby girl. I'm tired of being told what to do. I want to find my own thing, and make it through. its time to let go, Its time to let me start my own life new, I don't know how to tell you! that IM leaving, and I know that you will be alone, I'M the youngest in the family, so it will make it hard for you. Mother died a few years ago, She was never around, you were my mother and my dad, and I thank you, for all you've done, you will always be my father, But I cannot milk off you, I must release my life, and someday ill find you again, we will talk on the phone now and then, we will meet on holidays, and see what's going on, I think you must know now its time to move on. Written November 14th, 2001 © on Nov 14 2001 02:51 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10