My Ending

In to the land in which I lye Dark skies seem high. Death has came from this shaking breath of mine aching and pain has came from this beating heart of rhyme. Stormy rains, Hurricanes, I am always standing still. heaven falls and im outside and still left behind. There is a loud bell ringing in my ear this is a whisper that's been saying soft words I was meant to hear. Love and laughter all went after the man that left one day. so many words broken, so many promises busted open, in to the world of words. I went to a wise man, and asked for advise on me He looked in to my eyes and said softly nothing is made easy and all things come to an end, live life for to day and learn to forgive. All the problems you have in your life will never be fixed, when the mountains tumble to the earth you will run ahead, Take hand of all you hold and all you love, or walk alone. Remember the sky is big enough to each her own. You have always been alone, and you always will even when your with someone it never felt real. Angels and gods over the stars will one day lead you home. Die today, and cry tomorrow and you will find your way. Then everything was over it was the end and just another sad day my mind just stopped and I reached the same place I was yesterday life is never what I make it, and I can't learn to live for today. my breath stops and ill be barred under the same ground you walk upon and sing to the sky another sad song of sorrow which pleases you most to hear, and live in fears that I might have to go through the pain of you leaving once more and die again under the moon till the light shines no more. Written December 9th, 2001 © on Dec 08 2001 03:17 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10