My Love, My Loss

In to a dream, in which I see in a memory. Not quit clear, But more real then air. In a wish, I thought of you the unspeakable love that trembles of truth. In my ears, I hear I love you. The deep sound of your voice the rhythm that soothes my heart, from pain. The only thing I recall. So sound I was, to think you forgot to say you loved me today. So sad I was to think you would leave me this way. In pain, and unable to think of anyone or anything. My heart stopped as if it was only a joke. My mind thought that my soul was going to float. I heard it, I saw it and knew it was true. The moment my love looked at me and whispered with out talking so easily. He said it was over, and he was gone no more happy songs. No more love doves flying in the air. It seems as if he didn't even care. The beautiful white dove crashed in to me so suddenly it came falling through the sky I recall the doves eyes while it stared so steadily at me. All my life, I waited for my fate, and my destiny to come to me Just to let him fly away. How stupid I was, with out even asking why? I excused my reaction and let him fly. A reaction I will regret for the rest of my days In all ways. A reaction ill never forget and that will cause me much pain. A Action I didn't make, and I'm the one to blame. Written January 2nd, 2002 © on Jan 01 2002 05:24 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1