Never See You Again

So far away, I still see the reflection of our moon. The breeze covers me along with the leaves off the trees and gloom. I've been staring at the sky, waiting to one day fly. waiting for those I love to lie asleep by me and to touch their face so gently. How much longer must I wait? how much more blood must I see. I wish to write a letter to my father, asking if they have everything together. and remember me? I want to tell them I've made a lot of friends, three died in a plane crash right by LA so tragically, such a pitty to see three amazing people die so suddenly. one was a famous singer only 20 years old, she is a very nice person very honest and very bold. We all wonder, when will be the day. The day we see the faces we miss so much. Our children and husbands we wish to hold and touch... But memories of the past seem to mold, like a closet full of old. I know you visit me sometimes, but I can't see you. you are on the world of life, I am on the world of death, you are on the right and I'm on the left. I sense your wonder when your around. from the side of my eyes I see your frowns. I know you miss me, I know you can't see me. But I'm still waiting here. I lie asleep under the dark deep ground of pain and misery. my bones are the only thing left to see. You can't see my soul that's missing in me. I can no longer feel the touch I crave. I can no longer taste the most beautiful things. here in the rose garden you see things you never thought were real angels and demons... fight to kill. There are children at the age of 9 and 10, they died in a fire and were never born again. They miss their parents more then anything I've ever seen. The sad part was, their mother was the last thing they saw. She just stood their and let them burn then fall. Forever they will feel the heat upon their skin never to find the childhood that was bursting from within. The mother, and father that didn't care enough.. the pain so rough. You thought after death, you would find peace. But you find sorrow, much stronger..... much longer... I'm sorry I never had the chance to say I loved you all, the family in which I needed. The only ones that would had saved my soul, or pulled me from the burning car. It's not your fault.... things happen to people for a reason, and you know its true. Just remember that in November ill be waiting for you. So hold on, to your memories so they will not haunt you. And when your skin feels cold, And in your heart your sold. you'll find me, and once again we will be under the same sky. forever dead, But forever to look in each others eyes. Written March 10th, 2002 © on Mar 10 2002 01:00 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10