Save You

The pain you have, drives me crazy. Its as if I can't reach where you are. Everything moving so fast, and I'm moving so slow. I caught my breath, and let your hands go. My wings, fell off and I could not save you, My eyes were sidetracked, and I couldn't see you. The world is spinning, and driving me insane. I cannot help you, when you are in pain. I think relieving you from your sins, and your hate, would for fill the emptiness in you. I believed if I reached the stars, you wouldn't have to. I thought if I were there, everything would be okay. But I cannot save you, I cannot live this way. Your body is soon to let go your heart is soon to stop your breath is soon to not come back. The world will feel steady, I do not know if I am ready But I will try. Its as if I'm carrying you around while you slowly die. You are on my back, pushing me to walk telling me to go, When I can't. I can't save your soul, I don't know how. I can't drink your pain, those who say I try, call me insane. I thought of killing you, putting a pillow over your face, And saving you. I thought about kissing your lips and taking your breath. I thought about doing, unthinkable things. I am not the one to blame. I cannot help this stress, my life is a mess. Every day I live, Ill live for you, Everyday I breathe ill breathe for you. Every time I touch the sky, ill run my fingers over your face. I've relieved you, since you were only 10, let your body die, and be born again. RELIEVE ME... I can't save you.... I haven't the strength to. Written January 6th, 2002 © on Jan 06 2002 01:14 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 8