The Past

You left so suddenly it was so hard for you to come to grips with reality. You said you could not bare the pain, could this be god or the devil that makes you feel in San. In your mind past events coming through like broken glass and pouring rain that curses you. A moment to live, is never to live in the past if it haunts you, then push it away you'll find happy moments some day... Think of me, and my childhood, think of each smile I gave you. Think of all the moments that were shinny and blue. You gave your whole life to save me, you tore your self apart and always forgave me. In the end I know you always loved me in your heart.. You thought you were never good enough to be in my life.. you taught me right from wrong... you listened and always stood strong.. This is just a sad moment in time.. But time ticks away when words were of yesterday. Live your life from this moment on.. do not make the lyrics, till the melody is done... In your eyes I see your pain.. and feel upon you the heat of your soul.. You were a good man.. You were a good father, a good husband.. you were the best to the world.. you were so pure, and so full of light. you were the hero of the moon, that touched each stars lost fights. you were a torch in to the darkest nights... you were my way... my guide, My father that tough me how to get over my fears and pride..... You were never mad, you always understood when things got bad. I respect, and understand you.. The father I'll forever know.. The one I'll never let go.. You are the person I someday wish to be.. full of knowledge and experience in happy memory.. I will be there always by your side.. as you have always been by mine. Written April 12th, 2002 © on Apr 11 2002 05:19 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1