This Is What I Am
By VampireGirl
Dark heavens path has crossed me, death only inches away. My last words I began to pray asking for you to forgive me, Asking you to understand for the sins i've done, a moment of peace was hopefully won. I am a seeker and a believer, I am a lover and a lair, I am a killer and a stiller, I am everything you wish me not to be, I blame this on a memory of how I used to be. I believe that I am full of pain. My soul is a test, that lye's at rest while I am sleeping. My happiness has fallen to the floor, No one wants me or comes around anymore. I am a careless soul, that loves my self more then I should, I cannot help the way I am, I always was a dreamer while growing up, but new I would never make it to the promise land with out making my self up to be someone I'm not. Forgive me if I'm a cruel heart, I am a fool. I am everything I wish not to be, I am your pain and your misery. Please do not ask me to stay, I could never do things the right way. I am no one you expected me to be, Don't you find it funny?, that this is who I am. Written November 20th, 2001 © on Nov 19 2001 04:32 PM PST, Shelly 0 • 10
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"Dark heavens path has crossed me, ..."