Thoughts Over

You look so happy from where I stand your best girl at hand. Boy at one point I thought it was sad you couldn't be with me I wonder how stupid that makes you? You said you loved me and you couldn't wait to see me. I looked so forward to you, you said I was the best days of your life and I never doubted you. Boy was I crazy for thinking you could be honest with me. I guess you will just stay in the back of my head in a memory. I thought our book was closed years ago but we both always kept it opened. You said just two nights ago how our book hasn't even been written. How I was the person you wanted to be with. How everything would be so perfect, And I was your happiness and you new it. I suppose you will have a regret later in life? you already have bitterness and strife towards me. You keep telling your self you did nothing wrong, But you turned my happy song off. You made me feel sad, More then i've ever been before. You slowly kept shutting the door, till it slammed And this time, it wont ever be opened again. Ill be waving through the window. While your regretting what you've done. Ill no longer call you my love, or hon. I don't think this will take much longer, I know ill get stronger And leave you far far behind. Your just another thought that's over in my mind. Written November 12th, 2001 © on Nov 11 2001 03:41 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10