To Much Poetry

I never sleep im always up at night I have all these expression built up in me and I feel up tight. Words must come out, Things must show I must let go and flow from this misery. Words come in through my mind and heart, leaving me timeless and stuck in these words of love and pain, dramatic and insan. I submit poetry, at least a poem a day is that to much? do those that read get tired of what I write? If they read the poems I write will they know me to well? Every poem I write, is a thought, a feeling A moment in me spreading through my body and causing me to write successfully. Everything I write has a meaning to me maybe more so then I would like to believe. In my heart I know it, In my thoughts I show it That I write poetry. I love what I do, and I love reading all yours to. What if I write to much and you get bored with what I do? Can there be to many feeling? to many poems on the front page? to many words and not enough phrase? I panic, I think everyone's forgetting me Just because I missed one day of allpoetry Time caught up with me I had to sleep Still I wondered what I missed here, what poems were not read? how many others were not in bed while I was sleeping. How selfish of me, considering maybe someone needed me. I wonder Is this to much poetry should I stop and relax for awhile can one get eaten up with words or smiles? expressions feelings and emotions? How strange is this? has it happened to you what are you to feel if the sky was no longer blue? wouldn't that be weird? that is kind of how I feel But I am trying to keep my reality real And poetry is the only way I know how. Written December 14th, 2001 © on Dec 14 2001 04:01 AM PST, Shelly   0 • 10