To Much To Face (18+)

In my mind a fantasy of how I wished us to be. I can't get enough. I need this rough. Touch me here, love me there I can't fly away. Let me die today, but let me stay. Be my weakness. Tease me love me need me. aching, breaking. sick of me weak in the knees. Begging please. Stay with me tonight I need my body up close to you. I need this experience more then you know. I can't let this feeling go. I must let this flow. Cover my mouth with your lips. and swallow my deep kiss. This is to much to face everything slowly being erased. all so suddenly perhaps this always happens to me. I'll let the whisky drown me. You've always wanted what you can't touch a human affection is just to much. I was your whore, I was your blow up doll when you needed more. This is to much to face Ill close my eyes and erase this from my mind. Excuse this, don't listen to what I say bind my wrists down with heavy chains. Let my pale skin sink away in to the moon. you are equal to me, and I am more then you I am your lover that has all the time you need. I will do unthinkable things to you. don't ask me to fuck off in less you want me to. Don't mind the way I feel this emotional balance makes me real. I need the touch of you I need to face the fact that I would do anything to be with you. Give my life, Take away the worlds pain for a day. Anything just to be your wife. Anything to bare your children. Let me start right now. lye your head down. Let me kiss on you, Let this tragic moment turn to gold. don't pull out leave it in. sink in to me barley. let me face this misery. I am strong enough I am mad enough I can take it rough. trust in me. lust in me. drink me. I can face anything in my dreams don't imagine of what you believe them to be. Let me be your fantasy. Written December 28th, 2001 © on Dec 28 2001 12:30 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 16