Tonight

Tonight everything feels dim. I know sooner or later the night will be over again. Then I will close my eyes and see the moon no more. I will slip in to my coffin and slowly close my door. I have not felt the breeze upon my skin is years I have not had a friend in I don't know when. I thought of bringing one in, But why make someone suffer as much as I? how could someone be so cruel to let their soul die. The person I loved, has broken in to me cursed me in to the night and left me with no destiny. Suddenly everything felt out of place everything felt different, Something I didn't think I could understand. How could the man that claimed he loved me make me the way I Am? The person that sleeps in a lonely bed That has no sun to make up to, The moonlight is my guide and keeps things from being new. I wish to see the sun I wish to see the colors of me, Getting my soul back and dyeing at age 80 would be better then eternity. Every time The night comes, It gets to me, I think of how lonely I am and what I've been through I live out in the forest among the trees, not even the breeze will talk to me, I suppose this is how things will always be. Another empty way of living, And nothing left to share. But once your body and soul dies, you just learn not to care. Written January 26th, 2002 © on Jan 26 2002 01:10 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1