Where I Found My Soul

The morning is here I've been pondering on thoughts, Thoughts of whether to stay or go. I know I am looking for my self somewhere there is a great big world, and a lost soul. I challenge my life, and play the role of being someone I'm not. I plot things and trips and stand behind them I make every move I say I will make, I take every trip I should take. there is parts of me saying to stay and other places deep inside telling me to go. Something is telling me to take the chance and another thing is telling me No. I have habits that must be broken I have feet made for walking. I will not fly a plane and I will not drive a car those mechanical things will not get me far. I will walk, and run till the moon touches the sun. Then I will find a nice place to cuddle in the leafs and slowly fall asleep. And make another day, trying to walk away from my heart, and find where I stand and meet destiny in another land which I can only see through my eyes, a place of beauty and compromise and answers. This place I see is further away then inside of me and closer then you. Its a place of beautiful moments that double the size of you. It's a place of thoughts and fantasy its a moment of peace where I can find me. Written November 28th, 2001 © on Nov 27 2001 04:36 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10