Your Deep

In-between a moment of love, and hate, New gates open, some gates close. No one knows the choice to make but me. Something deep inside is punishing me, for the excuses that I have pondered on. I wish this would go away, and leave me in no more tragic bliss. I wish I wasn't being watched every place I go and lost in a moment that was stole. But an angel with black wings, knows me so. He follows my foot steps, no matter where i go, he believes he's in love with me, he thinks he knows me, he cannot feel touch, or feel pain. he knows me by name. it scares me to think, there is such thing as an angel with black wings, he hides them behind his coat. when he talks to me, he has a deep voice that lingers my heart, it feels like he's breaking me away slowly and leaving me feeling like im ripped apart. He sleeps with me, he watches me take a bath. he has black nails, and black hair, his eyes are blue, I cannot resist him He looks at me and says I love you with out a doubt in his mind. I don't see god making an angel this way, he is my deep bliss in an affectionate way. He causes pain to anyone that hurts me, he sees with eyes of three. he knows my heart instantly, but he has a secret he keeps, he won't speak it from his lips. And he will never leave me. Written November 15th, 2001 © on Nov 15 2001 10:07 AM PST, Shelly   0 • 13