'Blind Bliss'

Broken Family, Rusted Ties, Distant Memories, Tarnished Lies... Looking back I'm filled with grief, An earnest seperation we made quiet and brief. Our patience ran out, love was lost -10 years passed, I now pay the cost Trying to regain what once was taken, I watch the past slowly awaken... Ancient lies begin to grade, pleading loved ones grow still and afraid. The truth unfolds, shoots straight ot the heart---an unfurling fireball taking my whole world apart. I stand still but my mind still spins... A decade of lies and plastic grins. Loved ones before me with guilty eyes, unable to grasp the strength of thier lies... With a bitter heart I walk away and above me clouds grow cold and grey My mind tries to take in this enormous beast...too much to swallow like an evil feast. Finding myself unable to move on...with all my trust and all my faith gone... I question this new knowledge and I'm filled with woe, I wonder: am I better off now that I know? -no loved ones no family, just broken ties, no memories no heart just tarnished lies... Rusted dreams---Hollow thoughts, once so happy now I'm tied up in knots. The truth, my enemy, it's left me cold and alone... Last night I had family, from here on I'm on my own... Written November 18th, 2001 © on Nov 18 2001 01:41 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1