a lachrymist

"Hidden, lost within chasms of thoughts. I stare upon your beauty to see that familiar shape. Glowing, showing me your brilliant colour of white. Never silencing yourself to me. Draped in cloudy myster..."

"standing amongst the out-stretched shadows, my surroundings take a hold of me. taking my peace of mind. taking my Patience and integrity. these surroundings embracing me. holding me with a smile...."

"Betrayed by hope and wanting, I lay here broken hearted and shedding tears. Moans of sorrow cross my lips, I cradle with my warm embrace. Shedding tears and bleeding here. Eyes wide shut from broke..."

"Old lingering feelings in my childhood overwhelm this here, and I can't go on. These urges govern these thoughts of reason. So I must cleanse the way, change the waters to a golden sun. Work these tir..."

"I look upon the sky, with open fists raised clenching high.The darken clouds begin to talk and blackness drops in the form of tears.Sadness slides back onto my tired, weary eyes.Lids closed tight, I ..."

"my voice softens, your watchful eye penetrates my every undying need. It waits to express itself to this harshful world. Pulling at the tongue, leaving me speechless and emotion-less. I scream out to ..."

"I've swallowed my future once more, in the form of little white verities. And it brings a bitterness to mind. But with time my world will be shown with eyes that do not lie. Reality tugs at my warmed..."

"This here, brought on by convenience. A feeling of love, lost in time. Now this here, sees the convenience in everything present and lost. annoyances brought on by this convenience. something tells i..."

"Locked down by the shadows of insecurities.Held Down by the thought of you.Youth taken by your ignorance and carelessness.Covered in this blanket of warmth,You asked for something I cannot give away.I..."

"I gaze upon these blacken and green colours, with a understanding of what should be. Scattering across the riverbed, my comprehension fades from me. Hoping for a quick return, they sing out with their..."

"What am I doing here? Blinded by the darkness. With only sounds occupying. I indulge in my innerself. Looking for light to make safe. Paranoid, panicking, and picking the scabs to comfort me. Lost wit..."

"But what became before him was more then a Glimpse.He saw a perspective from a inner-space.The walls dissolved from corners in.And his spacial boundaries cease to exist.To where and how far were no c..."

"The poem that should have been called 'Fuck Your God'.With these cold hearted accusationsyour love feels less to me now.But you betrayed my expectationsof my morals and codes.My actions do no harm, bu..."

"Use this so called knife before me. Go forward thru my eyes, cut away the skin, and peel back my inability to see. Now this light, its oh so bright. But don't worry child, you'll feel safe soon. Thi..."

"From my pain and ignorance my past has fled from me. With these constant changes my mind and body loose its meaning. Unable to recollect my memories, I find myself in circles. Trying to remember. Wit..."

"I'm dying from lack of satisfaction, I need more. Something to ease this craving, and the anguish you left behind. Malnourished and starving for another my skin begins crack and break, this weight is..."

"abed with my lonely sorrow.I call this damp and darken hole my home.my inspiration runs from cold walls of soil.It surrounds me, and comforts me like some old friend.And I shake hands with this advoca..."

"I left myself closed off from everything. Never able to bare the pain from whatever came my way. But with her dear kind words I thought differently. Thinking her attenions were true and kind. But it w..."

"With cold numbing my knuckles, and the wind piercing the skin, your sweet smell brought shivers to the mind. You carressed my bottomless lungs, and filled my heart with the vapours of happiness. Then ..."