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"It's pouring... I hope it never stops raining. I don't know it's just that... Rainy weather reminds me of you... Maybe because raindrops... are like teardrops? I hate when it's sunny. Ms. Sunshine isn..."

"I hate feeling this. This bitter feeling, that won't stop me from thinking of you. It's just remorse. I can't stand it. Written April 2nd, 2002 © on Apr 02 2002 12:22 AM PST   18 • 0 • 8"

"Hello stranger. What's your name? Do you want to talk? About love, feelings, movies, music? You have a sweet way of talking... I like the way you think. I admire the way you feel... ... about certain ..."

"everytime i look at the scar it reminds me of you you call me dumb and you tell me its my fault not yours who else would have done it you were the one stretching the wound helping me do it to myself s..."

"Just a few days ago, we just started talking. If I gave you my heart, would you accept? I know you've handed yours out to many... what makes me different? ( right? ) I feel like I know you so well. Al..."

"If I stayed would you go? If I left would you show? Would you bother if there were nothing? Would it still mean something? Would you leave me here to cry? Or would you stay and just ask why? Would we ..."

"Golden stars, cherry red skies, moonlit faces with morbid eyes. The thunder bolts, no one can cope, silent tears, forgotten years. A changing past, but never to last. Swollen eyes, nothing left to des..."

"Here I am, Here I am, This is exactly where I stand. Why are you trying to take the one I love away? How did I guess this would happen? I know our love for him would somehow be the same Yet you d..."

"I remember you like it was yesterday i remember the way you used to smell the clothes you used to wear i remember it all so well maybe too well... i remember how you used to act the way you used to wa..."

"I put these flowers on your grave i know you dont even like flowers so now i feel bad its october your tombstone is under a giant tree filled with falling leaves they fall at my feet at your feet the ..."

"If I wait until tomorrow, I'm going to regret today. Would it matter anyway? It would just be another regret, to be added to the never ending list. It's just another wasted day... When all I do is fil..."

"I hope the best for you, for it all to come out okay. And if it doesn't, I know it still will. Somehow. Don't worry too much. And most of all, don't be so hard on yourself. You're just going to make i..."

"I remember the day I died, just like the day I was born. I remember the day you killed me, and the day you loved me, like it was all just yesterday.This is short, and I do not know what I meant by it...."

"I'm just so fed up. Angry, sick, tired, and confused. So, get off my ass. All you do is brag. It's so god-damned annoying. I just want to punch you in your mouth. Knock out some teeth, make you bleed ..."

"You can't keep faking this love. The love you show so often, is fake and dead, ... and broken. Can't last any longer. With lies of romance and love. You're just so needy. And so am I. It's hidden. The..."

"Does it ever get any  better? Does it? I never said I wanted you to leave. You just, did. Now I have nothing to call my own. I wanted you to stay. But you had other plans. ... plans that didn't involv..."

"I tell them I forgot you. And when they mention your name. Or ask, I say... whom are you speaking of? It hurts. I'm so ruined. I miss you. At night, when it's just me and my pathetic mind, I think abo..."

"Stupid Gary. You just don't get him. He makes no sense... all the time. You wish things were how they used to be... but you know that could never happen. You're so pathetic. Stupid Gary. You just don'..."

"You brag way too much. It hurts me. And most of all, it gets so annoying. I'm going here, I'm going there. I'm going to her house, I'm going to his house. I'm going to this concert, with these people...."