despondent heart

"one day in class you were there in the back row hating all the world in that blue hat i don't know why but i had to look back again and again my eyes were drawn to you sunk down in your chair hiding ..."

"I live my life a lie So whats the point If you can't tell your friends Too ashamed to tell the truth Is our love so embarrassing? that you deny all  you feel? So what am I to do? Just go along with i..."

"i look at you and all i see is beauty oh how your eyes burn into my soul like fire you love me so purely what can i do but return the same when we are together you upon me we make beautiful love ..."

"go to sleep forever my darling find that place where the hurt stops at night when you dream live in utopia in ecstacy forever long for the darkness to suround you to hold you tight keep you safe from..."

"one more year one more day it makes no difference always the same if i am with you if i am not i am still empty still alone in the dark one more kiss one more time it wouldn't make a difference if ..."