Enraptured

"This mask has been worn from then 'til now Then 'til now And now from then When then did I hide? Behind this Never a truth was known Cold and frightened I hid from you, I hid Opaque was the world..."

"Do not think a waste of time. What happened to that mystery? The paths to walk. What have we done with breathing? Where did the drowning go? And truth, and need. Vices and Scars, they bleed. And when..."

"Running a stop sign distracted That's what I remember of one day With you. Charm and wit... talent for words. Caught by your mystery. Entangled in your eyes... Oh no... I am losing the memeory. Th..."

"It's just a time Why do I assign Such meaning Can it stand as a sign In a rhyme A time A Line But why, does this line in time assign So much to me. It is november ..."

"And as I walk, my thoughts remain And as I breath, my thoughts remain And as I sleep, my dreams remain Unclear. Unclear this hope. Unclear this desire. Unclear this need. Unburnt this fire. And as m..."

"These words can mean nothing but their definitions. And yet, Strung together on this page They hold a meaning, Bring a thought, Envoke a response. Written January 14th, 2002 © on Jan 14 2002 12:55 P..."

"Vices and scars, Life a misery But in this, you cast a light. You catch my eye and look deeper Within You lure me to the indistinct. My mind explores this place This feeling, inevitability Written ..."

"Faced with life, I choose death Faced with love, I choose lust Faced with food, I choose drink What is it that I want? Do I want fulfillment Do I want these endless days? The world can not be enough F..."

"Always there and strong. We would climb into her branches. Read, play, hang. She was a friend. He and I would sit and mock the younger ones, Too small to climb. Maybe an escape. To not feel alone. Han..."

"These thoughts betray. This heart. This mind. They do not think together. Sometimes, I do not know what to think. Shall I let the universe work for me? But how is this achieved? Believe, I am told. Be..."

"How does one differentiate between the connections How does one choose 1. Inspiration, flow of words.   I know you have cared.   I love to be in your mind   To be spoken of, written of   Loved si..."

"I wait with bated breath to hear the next whisper of your ever so pleasant voice upon my ears. Your breath upon my neck. The thought still lingers. The hairs prick even as I write these lines. D..."

"I want you to feel safe in my arms To find solace in my eyes. I want to pry my way into your soul To walk some unknown plains. I want to sit by your side To feel your energy surround. I want to kn..."

"a feigned desire. naught yet true and undecided. waves of truth and hidden again. comings and goings forever left to wander Ask me again when I have a breath to spare To return and feel the gi..."

"in love with a pen name and words hollow but filled the song, and the script. which shall I follow to add a line... improvise fill'd to the brim with the unknown answer you give me desire a da..."

"So many, and yet The simplest of words, They prove the point. The terms used so smoothly Convey that which may be Difficult to learn. A thought Described to the simplest of words. Why delve into the e..."

"She's cartoony.  Bounces. Kermit, Ernie, Bert, Her. All alike. A Muppet. Indeed. A puppet, who tries so desperately for depth. It doesn't matter Who she offends. Self involved. Full of tension. Hatre..."

"Work. Last day. Off. Work. Three days. Soon. Long drive. Five hours. Away. Friday. Saturday. Home Sunday. I know. Work. Four o’clock. Oh well. Sleep soon. Dance. Eight o’clock. No work. Good. Written..."

"Hatred of the people surround disown disassociate from the ideas and the value Only to follow along with the knowledge of the wrong direction Beating into your skull as a nail being hammered into..."

"Take some time to ponder existence and you will find that the everyday gains importance when you realize that the being does not always have to include the future and the thoughts that remain of the p..."

"shiver these cold hands. thesis. the vast lake and walk across... will the ice break with each step. wonder as the walk continues. basement. and domain. remain comfortably cold. clown painting c..."

"All that she meant You'll arrive I know when I don't wait any longer so broken was good but to write is to her as peaches are to cream growing and persuing distgusting to crash the middle after..."

"But where then? So often here and taken for granted. And suddenly before I have noticed, it has been days. An instant. As she and I wonder. Why and where? Did you go. How are the depths... Please..."

"Be ready strike this and writ and write and wrote indeed But of what of whom and time and space. and love and lust. Comings and goings and here and there, then and now and then again. Of what? ..."

"They Question She passes, avoids eye contact. Some smile shyly Others laugh, or ask why. How do they feel? They question our motives. Awkward they feel. They look and try to understand. The man, green..."

"And this new found hope. Unexpected, but more than welcome Certainly holds her interest. So blatent, and honest. Un-edited. Very refreshing. She wants to look forward To remove the impressions To ..."

"To look one does not always see But to find oneself putting down that cracking mask Truly unusual To want and share and know There is so much to be revealed and I want it all out To remove all hesi..."

"I can not even eat My stomache swirls and twists. It calls for food, but when it comes time, My stomache is so wrought by the twisting and turning of this new. A butterfly perhaps Or an elephan..."

"And now this new chapter. A life away from all I've known. Frightened and masked I begin And now to adjust, And who to know. What to do. She smiled politely and invited me in To her world. We jok..."

"I wait and wonder, wonder and wait. Why then can I not know? Can I press fast forward, just see a glimpse of what is to come? Details are not important, Just the comfort of knowing. Having the chanc..."