Fallen Girl

"There is always a constant in this never ending chaos that we call life hidden amoung the ruins lost amoungst the junk secrets shimmer like diamonds thoughts shine like the sun whispers blow through t..."

"The wind and rain keep me locked in the hollow of my soul my pain swells and engulfs me as I wipe the tears from my cheeks strained I love you's spill from my lifeless lips flooding the morning wipi..."

"we danced as the sun came up over the mountains. creating a breathtaking scene, that only paled to how much i loved you we danced in the pouring silver rain. the water smearing my make-up, you touchi..."

"what is amazing about a woman is her ability to love support encourage, rationalize, mediate schedule economize, supervise, sleep, eat breathe and function normally while her insides feel as though ..."

"I wake as the grey blue light filters in through my broken reality. what is real and what is not I can no longer tell When you left you shattered my sense of reason my sense of life and love. I can ..."

"I love the way you love me I whispered into the fragile emptiness of the night. As you walked away from me under the broken street lights that sent down jagged streams of yellow light that seemed to i..."

"touch this dying ember how silent you look underneath this decaying earth I found something I was not looking for it had appeared suddenly on the floor it was small and had collected dust a memory, a..."

"we are the youth of america a generation lost. searching for the missing pieces of the dreams that have been smashed and shattered on the ground. we are the children of disregard, thoughtless words w..."

"Beauty is only skin deep and you are ugly and you are spreading your filth, and disease you are pulling at me to sink into your depths But I am beautiful and I plan to stay that way Even if I have to ..."

"Oh God Why? The little girl asks Why do you not love me, Where have you gone Oh God Why? Have you forsaken me I'm in so much pain can you not see my tears Please God Oh God Why? Will you not save m..."

"Below the lines I find myself cut and bleeding on the basement floor. Reaching for the lamp string to find the light, to touch my fingers to something pure. Something warm. I pull the string and fall..."

"why are you capable of leaving me breathless after all these years i still don't know your words will always hold me captive i am forever under their spell a prisoner I'm sorry I forsake you I'm sor..."

"you asked for time how come you never finished the sentence you need time without me what do you want from me you want me to wait sit by the phone cry myself to sleep dream of you do you still find ..."

"I have no words left, no more sentences or paragraphs flow from my pen. writer's block has offically set in... lacey* Written January 8th, 2002 © on Jan 07 2002 07:30 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1"

"now you have gone, and I must long for you.ran away so far, since you left I cannot feelyour absence or recall your presence.although, I am sure you were here.seeking security and strength in others,t..."

"Fare thee well my fallen one my circle of light has come undone I taste sorrowed tears from angel eyes I bleed your pain through my demise fare thee well my fallen girl flags of isolation now unfurl ..."

"I met someone last night, thatswept me off my feet.Someone who made all my fears and pain fadeinto the background.Someone that for just a momentmade you disappear.He was beautiful, a smile thatcapture..."

"I know your scared, because I tremble at at the mere thought of having found someone who can take my breathe away with one look. Someone I'm comfortable with, Someone who I could actually be myself wi..."

"catharsis so fragile are you pristine seraph kneeling in shallow pool tears from Heaven lovingly scar you yet you catch them on your tounge tasting them like one thousand years before. how quite you a..."

"tears fall from my eyes as i read your simple yet striking words. all i am left with is silence, heart breaking silence. i will always love you, i am  forever unable to forget you. in my heart you wil..."

"love is fleeting, love is frightening, love is confusing and chaotic. love is timeless, love is agless, love is ever-changing and precious. love is hard, love is painful, love is simple yet so comp..."

"I walk slowly tonight surronded by secrets, pursued by questions, haunted by the memories of our past. I speak carefully tonight treading ever so lightly, holding back the pain, hiding the sorrow tha..."

"You were my first valentine sweet, smart, young, confusing and wonderful you were my first. You were my precious valentine loving, supportive, caring, never leaving my side my precious valentine. Yo..."

"what do you do when the questions seem to out number the answers, when life is one big game of chance and you tremble as you take the next step. the future once so bright and clear now tarnished and b..."

"What do you want from me? what is it that you need? If you hate me so much why can't you just let me be? You wish I would die, well if that is the truth I'll turn around and be dead to you. hey, al..."

"will you sit here beside me? can I tell you a story, the story of me? who Iam, where I've been, what I know? I see you standing here, so close, touching your face, and tears roll down... my life is o..."

"if i had wings I would fly away from here high above the mountains and the carnage in the fields if i could fly i would take you away from here high above the mountains and the carnage that you fear..."

"Kneel and kiss the floor. A deceitful sanctuary, a painless texture that outlines a corridor of simple delights and fallacy. Mislead yourself, for your fate is not yours to visualize, and your will i..."

"Today I'am beautiful 5 hours from now I'll be special 5 minutes from now I'll be yours Tomorrow I'll be willing 1 hours from now I'll be waiting 1 minute from now I'll be gone 30 minutes can change y..."

"I have forgotten why I came here, I forgot how to leave, I did not wish to be thrown into this, I won't let myself believe. I know I have done something wrong, But my heart just had to see What was r..."