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"I hate this feeling it happens everyday. Depression overcomes me in every single way. There is no way to stop it, it controls me on its own. There is no way to prevent it when I'm stuck in this horrib..."

"I miss you with a passionThat cannot be explainedEvery time you come to mindI feel this horrible painI wish I could have let you knowExactly what you meanEven if you’re eyes were openYou never would h..."

"This world was so much brighter When you were standing beside me Your hand always there to hold Knowing you'd never deny me Your touch was very warm Your hugs were very needed I haven't forgotten any..."

"As you look into her window, you see her sitting there looking at herself in the mirror,  tears falling from her beautiful brown eyes onto her rosy red cheeks. She seems to have lost her ability ..."

"I killed myself today Put a gun to my temple And pulled the trigger It didn't hurt at all It was so quick The blood flowing down the side of my face looks fake My eyes are open My gaze is fixed on t..."

"Nobody knows how much I hurt, Nobody knows how I am. Everybody thinks that I am problem-free What they don't know is that I have pain in me I have more pain than you think. Every time I smile I hurt,..."

"Sixteen and Dead They look down at my casket Some people even cry. They don't know what to think, as they stare into my lifeless eyes. "She was such a happy girl," they'd say. "She seemed to enjoy l..."

"A dead soul lives inside me,   A dead soul cries to me, A dead soul pleads for help,   I try to help this dead soul But, it won't listen.   This dead soul has died And now I will have to go with it  ..."

"I'm so angry Just let me die Get me off This emotional high. I'm so mad Want to kill Adrenaline rush It'd be a thrill. Short and sweet Do it fast Or nice and slow Make it last. Take this rope Make ..."

"Depression has come back again And death is lurking somewhere near I have lost my way once more And they are feeding on my fear My heart cries out in anguish My agony has grown too strong I cannot be..."

"My life went down the drain today As you slowly turned and walked away I saw no expression on your face Just a smile of disgust and disgrace I never thought I would feel this way I never thought you w..."

"my tender heart is covered in hate the hate you have implanted in my soul you showed me my ultimate fears and uncovered your own sweet demise i hate all the things you have put me through i blame all ..."

"Long ago, and far away I fell in love, a big mistake He took my heart, and stomped it down He made me cry, he made me frown My mommy always told me He was just a heart break I didn't listen, and now..."

"Promise me you will love me no matter what Promise me you will be there when I need you Promise me you will miss me when I'm not around Promise me one day if I'm gone you would still smile at me an..."

"I'm screaming so loud, Yet no one can hear me. I'm smiling so sound, Yet no one can see me. I'm loosing my mind, Yet no one can help me. Still standing time, Yet no one can keep it going. Life as ..."

"Joy--why does it not remain? Pain and depression engulf me in their icy grip. I long for the light-heartedness that I enjoyed; brief as it was. Why does the heaviness and discontentment have to return..."

"Sad, lonely, hurt... love slips away Again. Pain, longing, pleading aching inside. Life seems to be too painful. I don't even want to take - half as much as I want to give. When will someone let me in..."

"The sun, it sets down beyond the horizon;   earlier and earlier each night. Likewise my heart deep within me   begins to sink. Oh blessed, happy, bright days of summer   where have you gone? Soon t..."

"I once knew a girl who had eyes like glass spheres. You could see all of the courage, kindness, love, and confidence she had in her. I once knew a girl who had a heart of gold. You could feel all of..."

"I am chained here, lost in the night: finding my way through this silent tomb, heart so bleak and bleeding. this desire so severed, a deathly abyss, forgotten; yet I wish for your blood so frail. Wr..."

"the night falls as if slain by the sun, entwined are we. the salvation for which you lust flares once, then dies, devoured by your obsession. all hope must sicken and die. your heart beats no more. h..."

"Around, all around, the angels gather. My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my naked soul. It severs me, and darkly my blood drips to the cold, uncaring tombstones. In a strange an..."

"Slender beams of accusation enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always a slave, always somber, frozen here, waiting. Haloed forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming..."

"It is a night of dark desire, a song of death, wolves vent their loneliness. The eternal one rises. Curling, icy wisps of death shrouds her stalking form, a lurking desire. Her midnight hair cascade..."