leahcullen

"Dance with me, In this ring of Fire. The sands of time, Of forgotten Souls. Dance with me, Through the Evil eyes. The Souls of time, A Secret Whisper, A forgotten word. Dance with me, In this Forbidde..."

"Cry tears for a happy soulFor the ones you leave behindShall wither and Die.Torn between two world's,Two separate sacred heartsBeyond the beyond,Through the near and the far,At the threshold of Death,..."

"Voices of the Dead Still haunting us from afar, Secret words are whispered, Not hidden in the stars. A secularism life, Devoud of time and space. Ignorant to the lives of others, Everyones hidding pla..."

"You feel all alone, Left by yourself to cry. This land that we know, Has been left here to die. The days come and go, And time passes like sand. The point of this life, I don't understand. The pain th..."

"The thoughts in your head, Twisting 'round like the stars, The words that were spoken, Are locked away far, The pain that I feel, Is kept deep inside, Secrets Forever, 'Till the day I shall Die Writte..."

"Some times I feel, Like no one understands. No one to share The word's in my mind. No one to feel The pain in my heart. No one to see The tears that I hide. No one around, Like lost souls in the night..."

"Words going ' round my head Scribbled Verse No one said Secret words No one knows Hidden places No one goes, My soul, a secret To the  stars A guided light To a scriptive place. Solidaritey existance ..."

"Trying to escape this life Being lived in some one's Monumental nightmare. Chased by Demons. Followed by Fools. Choked by the Ropes of purgatory, Dragging me between. Trying to escape. Trying to hide...."

"My soul died In some twisted faith, Stuck in purgatory, Lost forever, Twisting and turning. A shadow amongst Ignorant souls, Oblivious to Death Thinking of grasping Onto lifes last breathe Reaching an..."

"Silent face, in an unmarked land, Devil dances, in grains of sand, Fire burning, Scaring fast. Pain exploring my sacred heart. Darkness clasps my heart so cold, Evil thoughts consume my soul, The secr..."

"Heat rising, While smoke dances through, Fighting breath, For breathing life, Life in dark corners, Trapped in infinite shore lines, The four winds of time not known. A forgotten coinage of ones mind ..."

"In times not known, And future planes ahead, Where angels kiss the stars that shine, A birth in Heaven Shine down on earth. A life past, on earthly grounds, Still surrounding the winds of time Shall a..."

"You used to be young....Free...full of life.... Then the Devil entered your veins, Your blood, your soul.... He took everything. And made you lose control. I don't know but I feel, The pain you felt ..."

"When you Dream, Does life pass you by? Are Dreams connected to time? Time doesn't count, Dreams don't deal in time, Therefore time doesn't exist? So does Life, Dreams, and what we know as "Reality",..."

""Shadows" I had a visionary Dream, That lead to the path Of Isolation, To pursue others, In a life as a Shadow. A gathering of the Darkest clouds, Engaging the aura of the moon To do battle. The be..."

""Angry Sorrow" A night of pain, Of Angry Sorrows, Of life passing 'round like day. A time to join, The harsh dreams of ones thoughts, That flow like thunder. A blinding flash, In ones mind. An awak..."

""Tear Drop Captured Tear Drop, My soul entrapped, Falling, falling, Discarding my life Like the 'treacherous tears rolling, Falling, Falling Never render dry, Falling, falling Infinities grasp, Forev..."

""Wonder Why You see the few With happy lives, There love when holding hands. You see them with dark jaundiced eyes Which makes you want to cry. You see them kiss, And wonder why, You left your love a..."

"“Would They Understand” Friends all around Yet you feel so alone There laughter bellows in your ears, But still you feel alone. If they could tell, The pain you feel, Would they understand? Would the..."

"“All The Same” I try to express myself In many different ways, Yet I can seem To spell it out, In any language ways, I can’t explain what’s going on, Inside this head of mine. Day come and go, But th..."

"“Inside” I can’t sit down and make a thought, It’s all jumbled up inside. I can’t decide what’s going on, Inside this crazy mind. I can’t just get it out you see, It’s trapped inside of me. I can’t g..."

"“Inhale” Float away on clouds of smoke Dancing in the wind. Float away in secret times Another inhaled breath. Your eyes feel heavy And blood shot red. A smoke filled wall of light, Smoke still danci..."

"More Than Gold Once happy days That now are past. Two smiling faces Are now apart. Two separate worlds, One soul entwined. A distant love that never dies. You’ll meet again, In a distant spell, And l..."

"Not Enough One soul alone, And never two, No love to share, And nothing new. I’m all alone, Not knowing love. I hate this life. It’s not enough. As time goes past. And I sit and stare, The life I've ..."

"Blink Two times you look, And take a blink, You fall down low, And want to cry. You miss the times, You once had known, Just one more chance, But now it’s dead 19-03-2002 Written March 20th, 2002 © ..."

"All Gone It’s all gone, Or can’t you see, There’s nothing left For you or me. No more time, And no more space. It’s just another Messed up place. 19-03-2002 Written March 20th, 2002 © on Mar 20 200..."

"“Some People” Some people say, “Life’s to short” The way I’m experiencing it, I think it’s too long. Too much time to think, And get depressed. Some people say, “Money doesn’t buy you happiness” In m..."

"“I Don’t Want To” I don’t actually Want to Die, It’s one of my biggest fears. I don’t actually Want to Die, I just don’t want to be here. I don’t actually Want to Die, I’m all alone inside. I don’t..."

"“Times” Of times to come, And shadows past. Our lives tomorrow, A distant glance. Today’s the truth, And tomorrows doubt, Who knows what this life is all about. When things go wrong, And troubled time..."

"“Think Of Me” When times are past And some things new. You think of me, And I’ll think of you. You’ll always be, In this heart of mine. It’s just untill the times are right. Thing’s will change, And ..."

"“Gentle Tide” You are that secret Part of me, I never let you see. You are so deep, And dear to me, I just can’t let you see. You are the one Who helped me up When times were hard, And the sea was ro..."

"“I’m Sorry” I said some things, I didn’t mean, I didn’t want to hurt you. You are the one, I care for most, But all I did was desert you. I care for you, So much inside, I’ve got to make you see. I d..."

"“Dark Of Night” The dark of night But moon shines down, The fairies dance On secret grounds. The night, So cold, And full of fear. Not knowing what’s in store. The winds blow loud, You hear a sound. ..."

"“Howls” A night owls watch, While the full moon glistens, The howling wolf, Stalking secret pray, The feed for all the den. Dark and cold, And all alone, The howl a deafening pierce, This night not t..."

"“What’s The Point” Sometimes you think, Just what’s the point, Of going on this way. You live your life every day, Yet things all stay the same. Nothing changed, No more light, My world is full of bl..."

"“Hollow Soul” You close your eyes, And think a thought, But not know what’s going on. You feel alone, A Hollow Soul, This time you’ve got to cry. You always hide, The pain you feel, Your completely n..."

"“Let Loose” Just let loose, Let everything out, You can breathe, Once again. You have to try, You can go on, You have the strength, But why does it hurt so much. -Leah Cullen- -08-04-2002- Written A..."

"“Up To Me” I’m going to crack, I’m going to break, I can’t go on this way. I need to breathe, I need to talk, It’s the same every day. I’m going to cry, I’m going to die, I just can’t see the way. I ..."

"“Knotted Deep” I wish I knew, What’s in my head. The thoughts are knotted deep. I can’t decipher what’s going on. In this life I live. What way to turn, When seconds pass, What life I choose to live...."

"“Can’t Go On” I don’t know what it is, That’s trapped so deep inside. I don’t know why, I feel this way, I wish it all came clear to me. I can’t go on this way much more, I don’t know what to do. I c..."

"“Screwed Up” I just don’t know What’s going on. I’m so screwed up inside. I just don’t want To live this life. Is it all just in my mind? My life has no theme, No aim, No fun. Why am I living this l..."

"“Time” Sometimes you look out the window, Wondering of times long past. The glint of light, That shone so bright, Has now just turned to dark. The moon is frail, And so is life, But why can’t I live,..."

""Crack" I'm going to crack, I'm going to break, I can't go on this way. I need to cry, I need to talk, It's the same every day. I'm going to try, I'm going to die. I just can't see the way. I need so..."

"“I Just Don’t Know” Smoke rings floating, Through seconds of time. Flying high, And gliding low. What happens next, I just don’t know. They break and fall, And turn to dust. I suppose it’s just like ..."

"“Fly” Sitting on the branches high, Spread your wings, It’s time to fly. You float and glide, While flying high, You’ve spread your wings, It’s time to fly. Floating, falling, Distant tricks, Who’d o..."

"“On My Mind” Standing proud, And laughing loud. You’ve left this world, You had to die. You are so missed, In these deepest times. You are the one, That’s on my mind. You are the one, I loved so true..."

"“Always Here” Your always here, Never shed a tear. You are so strong, And keep me calm. I don’t know how, You coped so well, Even in our secret hell. You always do, The best you can. You are the one,..."

"“Sitting High” Sitting high, On branches low, Just contemplating which way to go, A distant glance, A light that flickers, A different twisted leaf that blows. Dancing, twirling, Falling fast. This l..."

"“Make It Stick” As birds take flight, The Eagles glare, Flying high, But no ones there, All alone in the sky. Flying deep, In secret time. Fingers bleed, To numb the pain, Why is everything so insan..."

"“Drop” Birds of Pray, That stalk’s the night, Darkness glooms, Inside my tomb. Walls of pain, Inside my head, Secret words, I think I’m dead. Take my pain, And make it stop, This life of mine, I thi..."

"“The Door” I wrote a poem, Just for you, This life of mine, I think it’s through. The pain inside, I just can’t take, I need to be, In a different place. I don’t know why, I feel this way. My time h..."

"“A Book” I have a book, My thoughts inside. This life of mine, I’ve got to hide. I don’t know why, I just can’t show, What’s in my head, I just don’t know. I have a book, My thoughts inside. The book..."

"“Hide” Sitting alone, With my blinking eyes. I look at you, And I just don’t know. I close my eyes, With one quick glance. I’ve walked away now, It’s my solo dance. I am alone, And this is true. Ther..."

"“Hellish Taste” If you find me dead, Don’t act surprised. It was always there, It was in my mind. I just can’t face, This life much more. I need the key, To open the door. I can’t survive, This is no..."

"“Come and Go” Some words inside, That make no sense. I guess it’s just another, Messed up place. The life I had, Is now long gone. I just don’t know, What’s in my head. Nights come and go, When the s..."

"“Mater Of Creation” When he calls, He calls for you. The Master Of Creation. Your time is short, So make the best, Of what you had, On this messed up place. Time is short, And this is true. He knows ..."

"“Would You Have” The pain I have, Trapped inside. If I’d have come, And said goodbye. Would you have left? Would you have died? I just don’t know, Why I didn’t go, The night you left forever. I’ve ne..."

"“Joke” I’m thinking clear, But still can see, Just what’s so wrong with me. I just can’t seem, To break this spell. I’m trapped inside, My living Hell. My mind is blocked, And can not be broke. I jus..."

"“Dragon’s” The dragon’s eye, That stares at night. The dragon’s call, Your dangerous plight. The  flames of time, Are burning quick. The dragon’s claw, Will make you think. You can hide and cry, But ..."

"“Borrowed” You think a lot, Yet speak no words. Time is borrowed, It is not yours. You can’t control Who opens doors. Each room is filled, With different times, Different laughter, Inside your ears. ..."