LoversBlackRose

"I saw the letter sitting on the desk. I didn't know what to think. Was that letter for me I ask? But no one answers me. I feel so lost in my own world. But thats where I was safe. I feel lost and alon..."

"So scared to death...needing help but the one I want it for is just as scared as I. I wish I could make thigns better just like that. I know it was our little thing. But now its gone wrong. I love him..."

"The two I love are gone forever. Somehow I knew this was going to happen. I put my self in the middle of a little plan. Hating the world like always. I can't help but think maybe he'll die while i'm g..."

"Tomorrow is here and he is not. Take it it's was my fault. So people think if you hurt your better. They're wrong people who hurt turn to death. Nothing good can come out of what is real. Help is not ..."

"Tears fall thats happened before... But what if these are your last tears... What if the love of your life was in your hands dying... What could you do... Would you die right after... Would you just g..."

"I hate the world. I hate the pain. I hate the way they use to say that all my pain would go away. I see them now everyday knowing there hate and seeing there pain. I look into their eyes and say we..."

"I could have saved us you know its true. I could have stop it I still believe in you. It was all my pain and hate,But I pulled you in forever. Most think love is a game,I know that love is what you fe..."

"Goodbye are the hardest words to say. And things can get to be that way. But sometimes I wonder what do they really mean? You can say goodbye and leave them be. But you'll never know what you mean to ..."

"Have you ever looked at the world from anothers eyes. It can be so different. But alot like you eyes. I know I should kill him, But I can't I have to kiss him. The dark is my new best friend. It needs..."

"I love him so much but can't be with him. I hate myself so for the pain I gave him. I well never be the same with out him be side me. I will never love the same after what happened. I can only dream b..."

"The urge to bleed is gone. I no longer need to taste blood to live. No cuts just scars to eas the pain. The pain that grows without him here. But I did what I had to do to live and love again. But som..."

"In deaths eyes you'll find me waiting for you to come back to me. I still miss you wait like a little kid...wanting something really bad. But I can do this things will be ok til you get back. Pain was..."

"I've been in pain so long is there anything else? I've hated and hurt some many? I know i'm going to hell. So much pain where does it stop? Or where did it start all this pain? Who gave me the power t..."

"Its late at night and love is gone. My tears will and fall and paint the floors. With pertty colors of pain and hate. I've taken something to eas the pain. Something to eas my life. Tomorrow I won't w..."

"My new wish is to live again. Is to stop the pain and hate. And to try and put life back together. Without the people I love to help me. I will let them help but not with the important things. I need ..."