Nickie

"We have created our own hell We have destroyed life And the meaning of happiness. We have not been misled The answers are in front of us But we are too blind to see them, Fixed only on ourselves. We h..."

"What will become of you and I? Will we rise to the heavens Or sink to the devil's ground? Will we find truth, And if we do will we be ready? Some say that we know truth, That truth is based on what is..."

"Tears One after the other. Each holding a part of you Now slowly being released from my body. Each tear is a lie you have told me. I dry my eyes and one tear falls. It is the biggest of them all Your ..."

"I remember the beatings I took so young. I remember the healing That took so long. I remember your face, Eyes bloodshot red. I remember long nights Alone in my bed. You shattered my dreams And told m..."

"I never want to hear those words Come from your lips again. Words that gave me hope And made me alive once again. You said you would always be there That I would always have a place But i was foolish ..."

"Mirror mirror on the wall What purpose do i serve If any at all? Mirror Mirror do not lie Aren't these the tears Which you've made me cry? I look at you Looking back at me You seem to know something..."

"I used to be ugly I used to be shy I used to keep my whole world inside. I had no boyfriends Or friends for that fact The only thing i had was the clothing on my back. The tables have turned And I h..."

"I look at the moon And I know something's not right I had to know soon Before the morning light. I told myself this He's and angel, don't try Let ignorance be bliss And live in my lie. My heart was ..."

"I don't know where to turn anymore I've tried to find where i need to be in this world My life seems to be going downhill I want to control how i feel You are the only one that understands me Ple..."

"Why are so many people around me happy? I wish I could be as happy as them They laugh and talk to friends I sit alone and think about my life, Only being able to wish That one day I could be that..."

"Seeing what i have done is hard but I deserve it. I hurt you And for that i must pay. Seeing you look past me Or not looking at all. Wondering if you will see me again I guess not. I hide my f..."

"You tell me you don't hate me And yet you act like you do. You don't talk Well to me at least. You are happy when i'm not there And unhappy when i am. You tell me that you are fine But are you?..."

"Imagine you as a bird And your beak so small So small that it can only hold one grain of sand. Now imagine all the sand Gathered in one large pile and an ocean. the land across the ocean Empty. You m..."

"Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; th..."

"You are the only one That has treated me like this. Like I am everything to you And that we were meant to be. At first I was decieved, Thinking that you only liked me for my looks But later discovere..."

"Colors decieve the eyes Colors take your attention away from life And truth. Colors blend in Showing mistakes And the mistake creates a new color And with that new color Another color will be born. ..."

"Life Lust Pain Love Death Is this not what we all go through? Sometimes pain comes after love also But if you look that the fifth word Death You will see that we all die And all the lust, pain, and lo..."

"I hate the word promise It has no meaning to me It's supposed to be a word of truth A truth I have not seen I guess I have my reasons To hate this one word It's been said to me many times But their w..."

"You may shoot me with your words You may cut my with your eyes You may kill me with your hatefulness But still, like air, I will rise. 3-31-02 Written March 31st, 2002 © on Mar 31 2002 04:49 AM PST ..."

"I can't hold on To what i feel inside I feel i should be Flyin' and soarin' high. I have my feet down low But my wings are up I can reach my new height With just a little luck. The sun is out I got..."

"It's no ones fault I wish you could see Things just didn't work out And this is how it's going to be. I know there is pain And it's too much to bare But there's still no reason For the red on your sk..."

"I'd give you my life If it would make you happy again I care about you so much And will always till the end. Your Beautiful, Inside and out Don't argue with me Cuz i'll win without a doubt. Your th..."

"Different I knew this day was different There was something It had saddness Written all over it. I knew this day was different It was raining And then hot. Something wasn't right But i couldn't put m..."

"Blue spirits come again But maybe they never left. My aunt sees these And draws them on special paper. Not to be done to loved one's Afraid of what is there But still I aruge with her And she sits dow..."