tank.kittie

"inject the infection to hide the disease cover it in camouflage so no one can see looking through stained glass to have a different view covering the scars to be better than you acid dripping off m..."

"i see you in the city wiping smog from your soul glancing in the endless windows and pretentious minds paying to go from east to west north to south here to there realizing there is here your infinate..."

"i don't know enough to just walk i don't say enough to just know he's supposed to read my mind and leave me alone but he can't he won't won't i don't want him to know me to want me to touch me to fee..."

"explainations always changing .. confrontations still remaining .. excuses still exsistant .. only fucking is consistant .. Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 07 2002 11:28 AM PST   0 • 1"

"he talked in sweet language she described as delicious his prose was like poetry and his eyes were caverns into hidden valleys that she admired from miles away he smiled with a genuine smirk and misc..."

"to think that once i loved you .. to think that once i cared .. i hope you're quite content now .. fucking that slut with long, blond hair .. Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 07 2002 12:05 PM PST  ..."

"I never realized how hard some things are to get over. Just when you think that you have reached that monumental plateau where everything is calm and serene, something, someone, sets everything back. ..."

"'defiantly an eight...no no nine maybe. yeah...a nine. she is so hot.' i could hear the mummers of some guys behind me as they rated girls looks at the long, soiled lunch tables in the cafeteria. some..."

"his deep, black silhouette sunk as he inhaled from the pasty, white stick slowly, thick smoke filled the small room with the aroma of suffocating sophistication and an early death wish Written January..."

"someone once raised a hand to me and told me that girls like big hands, strong and masculine by definition i guess he was and had strong and masculine ways of proving this; he could pick me up with..."

"untitled. she once gave him her soul, written down on a tattered piece of wallpaper. he took it and left it at the bus stop one rainy day. it stuck to the ground and was walked upon by busy feet and..."

"your romance ridden hands crawling up my thigh makes me wonder what is hiding behind your eyes Written January 8th, 2002 © on Jan 08 2002 12:48 PM PST   0 • 10"

"sitting calmy pretty, pretty hush my words and take my pity steal my soul and melt my ice i'll take your heart and fold it thrice standing slowly perfect, perfect sell my words just like a merchant s..."

"i am a tank with no army. i am a star with sixteen points and no sky to shine in. i am a slut kissed princess with acid burnt love. i am a mind-fucking metaphor with stainless steel balls. i walk ..."

"as i hesitantly shifted and twisted myself onto the slick, black and padded table, i knew there was no way i was going to turn back now. my shirt was tossed on the floor and my fists were clenched ti..."

"buy me candy buy me love BUY ME RESPECT buy buy buy CONSUMERISM BOUGHT IT ALL NONE FOR YOU COMMERCIALISM WASTED IT ALL FOR YOU Written January 10th, 2002 © on Jan 10 2002 08:00 AM PST   10 • 0 ..."

"he'd tell me i was beautiful, and tie back my drooping hair before i went home to sleep, after a night of him messing it all up. he'd sputter words of elegance, and twirl me through the kitchen as if..."

"the overwhelming scent of coffeeinvades my nasal passagesas i walk into work.the sneaky eyes of maleswatching as i bring them menus.the need to vomitas they winkand request a side of gravy.the way the..."

"weakness.something i don't cope with welli don't like being perceived as weaki see it as a flawa blemish in my charactera small holewaitingto be picked ati used to be weaki'd get tossed aroundthrown a..."

"sometimes i'd rather you say nothing then say what you dont mean cause you think it's what i want to hear. sometimes i'd rather you feel nothing because you seem to take things the wrong way and get ..."

"lets pretend i am not just a girl, and i am an individual too. lets pretend i am not just here to fuck, and i am here to be respected. lets pretend i am not opinionated, and i am passive and easily s..."

"stop playing jesus christ to my virgin mary i cannot process anything with all this stuck in my spine it all adds up when you hit the bottom it makes it hard to climb back out makes it hard to do anyt..."

"buying time like buying gifts of diamonds to buying happiness that isnt love. bought burnt offerings smell like bought stale intamacy because you know the fire died long ago this isn't love. ..."

"every time you take the pittance of your pivotal thoughts, add zero and then divide by one, that is what it is. it is measured and doubted and taken back whenever my heart becomes the center of all th..."

"my empty bedsheets are cold underneath my skin and the light won't seem to turn off i swear i can see my breath in here this comforter doesn't comfort false advertisment on their behalf i swear i..."

"i found your your cigarette pack, creased and stained with coffee, on my table the next morning. i lit one up an inhaled the stale toxic taste like it was my last before i was to die. i laughed one o..."

"by definition, i am a female. however, dispite popular belief, i will not let a boy push me around, throw me around, or tell me what to do. i will drink beer from the bottle and not from a glass. i wi..."

"waking up to a bottle of vodka and stale cigarettes. trying to recall what you did the night before. straining to read the numbers flashing red on the clock. examining the bruises the cuts and the e..."

"and so it sat proud and taunting. my eye traced every curve of the bottle; every onze of liquid screaming for comsumption. temptation hung heavily in the air. i ached for one shot, one taste to burn d..."

"sometimes everything is lost when freedom is gained, yet everyone still hopes tomorrow is like yesterday. everyone wants a piece of you for peace of mind, but no one notices when youre purging yourse..."

"What is it that you wanted again? Peace of mind, Piece of (my) mind, I'm a simple (lacking depth) soul, Heartbreak Girl, Victim of a boy, Chased by el Diablo, The one adorned with a white Nirvana shir..."

"for some reason he reminded me of winter. beautiful as it enters, but bitter as it lingers on. crisp at the first snowfall, but painful as it's wind stings your face. pleasant at the first meeting, bu..."

"no. such a simple phrase that to some has no meaning. they toss it aside and do as they please. forcing and fumbling, avoiding my pleading eyes. i know my words can be heard. i know that i am not ca..."

"he slipped up. he fell down. no more worries, he mutters, as he shoots up and gets lost while finding his way back to azure skies that hold his trust. scattered words slurred through the receiver ple..."