The Carrier

"I knew a girl. A long time ago. She cared about me. I cared about her. We had gone out for about 3 months. But..... In a 5 minute phone call it was all over. Ever sense that day ive tried to forget...."

"Im alawys alone...... Its so quite.........   I need some real friends.... Friends who don't take advantege of what you have. Friend who actual try to help with your problems. Intead of making new on..."

"School will start soon. And once again the battle will continue. My Friends........ My Friends problems are all I deal with. never my own.... Perhapes thats why im like this. Im anti social because I ..."

"I thought I was lost. But now am found. I found some one. But she has not found me. If she is reading this. She knows who I am. If you dont ask your self. If girls are looking for the sweet guys. ..."

"I need to breath. People tell me I need to forget. I cant. Thats like forgeting to exhale. I need her back. Saturday was the best night of my life. To see you smile. Your face. To hear your laugh ..."

"Last night I had a dream about you. In this Dream I sat down right be side you. And it looked like every one was having fun. The kind of felling I waited so long. Don't stop. Come a little closer. As..."

"Please help. Please God. I dont Know. I dont Trust. I dont trust any one. I dont Want to be hurt. I dont care. I just dont care any more. You will Forget about me. In your thoughts. And In your heart...."

"I dont know what to think. I know you dont care. So why should I. I guess............... I will never know. All I know is. I Love You. Please tell me. Do I have a chance. Please let me know if ca..."

"Am I awake?I pray this is not a dream.I pinch my self.I punch my self.Its not a dream.Thank god.We Danced.We laughedWe went to drop you off at home.I kissed you.2 months later.You told me you ddon't w..."