the unwanted freak

"She sits waiting her bag at her side, her shoes black like night, her jacket long and flowing. She is beautiful her blond hair pulled back, her hand gingerly placed on her lap, her eyes gazing into no..."

"What is perfect?Is it long grass flowing in a field?Is it a sunset with spectacular oranges greens and reds?Is it a midnight kiss from someone you love?Is it a newborn crying after being given birth?I..."

"You call me a fag yet am I the one slapping my friends ass.You call me a fag yet am I the one dressed in enough GAP for an army.You call me a fag yet you use more hair products than the average girl.Y..."

"As I walked through town it started to pour.Why oh why must it rain while i walk?These days rain has become an enemy. It creates havoc wherever it goes.It's an enemy to drivers and event goers.But whe..."

"His anger pulsates through his veins like a raging bull. He takes this anger and kicks the dog. He feels better, for a few seconds. Then the anger builds again. Why must he feel this way. All the s..."

"The paranoia sweeps through me. I have no escape. I have no way out. It controls me. I try to run but my legs won't work. They take me places that I don't want to go. I'm pacing but I don't notice. I..."

"The media shapes my mind. Molds it to its own shape. It takes my belifs and manipulates then. Takes my understanding and mashes them. This is their only objective. Take my mind and make it their pro..."

"The loud music calms me. It sooths me by extracting my anger, The music flows through me. Taking control of my feelings. The anger is taken out through rage. Why does this anger come? How long will ..."

"To me she is everything, but I feel like nothing to her. I think of her all the time, but I am unsure she thinks of me. I am attracted to her beauty, but compared to her I am a toad. I long for her..."