theopiumfairy

"The power of persausion clouds the mind of faceless wonders nobody is left to stand out of the crowd of lost souls Broken and jealous hearts mingle everyone else is just there to pour salt on open wou..."

"Like an old doll my limbs are scattered everywhere away from my body and mind. My face has been shattered. The once flawless porcelain skin is now cracked beyond recognition. One clear brown eye hangs..."

"I'm taking my time not caring. I won't take any abuse. All I feel is numness. All i am is used. I am a void, your creation. Designed to take up space. Souless, empty, misted insides. Care to take a..."

"Why won’t this shit stop? The voices in my head just keep ranting and probing at me, asking why? why? why? why? and all I can ever answer is I don’t know, don’t understand, don’t care.  I just don’t c..."

"Death Old ladies perfume, Smelling of roses. People are crying. The smell of magnolias. An open coffin, Lay in place of a bed. And I am still sobbing because you are dead. I think of your smile, y..."

"It’s not you, it’s me The line I’ve heard too many times. Why couldn’t you just see, What you meant to me, How much you changed my life but then made it crumble and shatter? You chose another girl, ..."

"I hear you crying But I cannot help. I hear your voice, full of suffering I just want to hold you in my arms, safe away from harm. Your memories come back to haunt you And I cannot ease your pain. I ..."

"I can’t take this anymore. I just want to stop trying, I need to give up.  Everything I do is wrong, No matter what it is, How hard I try. I don’t want to be me anymore. I want a new face, A new li..."

"I wish I could say that I'm worthy to be in your presence. But I'm not. I guess that's why people avoid me. Is there honestly anything wrong with me? I'm friendly enough...am I too friendly?...but ..."

"He walks down the street alone, the boy with the black nailpolish. He's all alone at the bus stop in his old jeans and fishnet stockings. Nobody talks to him, the freak with the coal black, lined eyes..."

"Pieces of you are within me, pieces I can never see. Hidden from my eyes, leading secreet lives. Never letting me be free, never letting me be me. Pieces of you are within me, pieces I can never ..."

"Trapped beneath my own skin, wanting to get out, not wanting to give up the fight, needing someone's help. Forever fighting a battle, that I can never win, not wanting to end it, but only to start ag..."

"Soft clouds of opium lift me high on ecstasy, suck me dry of all that's me, just to feel alive. Come crashing down, the clouds dissolved, the high is gone, no more peaceful bliss, simply dead reali..."

"Have you ever thought that the world is going to implode on you?  Like you're going to make it collapse?  Like you're going to bring everyone down with you?  Well I know hat I'm like this, that all pe..."

"Anything you can dream, you can do. Weather it remains in your dreams or becomes a reality, is completely up to you. Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 12:41 PM PST   0 • 12"

"You retreat to the corner to lick your wounds. It's just a scratch, but your bleeding to death, and I know that you blame me for this accident, that it's  my fault. I'm sorry I tried to help, your pat..."

"Struggling to grow between the cracks of the pavement, the little flower stretches up towords the sun.  But as it grows, beneath the suns rays the pavement begins to put pressure on it's root of bein..."

"She doesn't believe in miracles, she's never really tried, she's never heard the fluttering wings, of angels passing by. How can anyone live their life, without believing in anything? Because if you..."

"This is just a test poem.  Then again, I am just a test person. You can rip me open, see how I work, I won't care just as you can look deep into this poem, and see nothing there. You can cut me, and..."

"I want to beat you until your eyes swell shut and blood flows from your lips. I never want to hear your voice again. I never want you to ever touch me again. I want you to burn. Better yet, I want t..."

"Look at me, discarded white trash, with dirt on my face, and blood on my hands. I'm not good enough to be around you. It's written on my face that I'm raggy and used. I know that you're ashamed..."

"'I can't tell,' I think as I thread the needle, with the thick, silky, black thread. I don't want to look in the mirror while I do this, while I do what needs to be done, so that I don't say a word. I..."

"Dealt into the devils hands, for Adam and Eve's mistakes, I am but a fallen angel, living with this disaster, this shame, this disgrace. The shadows still dance, the same way they always did, but i no..."