Guilty
By acidcrys
I admit, I ruin things; but only so I can't be ruined. And I admit, I lie; but only so the truth won't hurt. Yes, I ignore my emotions, but only because so do you. I drink, so I can forget about you. And I smoke, so I can pretend I don't care about you. I thrash my head back and forth, because I can't get you out of my mind; and I drown myself in tears, because I know things will never change. But tendrils carve into your cheek, while a smirk flushes your lips, and mist creeps into your eyes.. And I just want to sink my fingers into your skin; but it dissolves and drips, from my limp fingertips.. would it be such a sin? And I just want to pierce your soul with a verse; but it falls while the hour is young, plagueing the tip of my tongue.. would it be such a curse? And I admit, I get mad, but only when silence is your truth. I admit, I ignore you, but only because I can't have you. So Yes, I am guilty, but only of loving you.eh yeah. it probably sucks for the most part.. but i don't feel like working on it more.. and well it fits my mood.. purely. Written October 14th, 2001 © on Oct 14 2001 03:07 PM PST 0 • 1
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