All you had to do was call

I can’t begin to tell you how I feel about you.All I know is that my love for you is true.You are my one and only boo.You make me laugh, you make me cry, but I’m glad we’re back together.’We celebrated 2 years of our life together; I hope our love lasts foreverI get worried when you don’t callI begin to think something happened, and that you had taken a fall.I called you over your friends house no one answered the phone.I went to work and everything, still no call, why do you make me feel all-alone?I’m trying so hard to trust you, and not think that you are with another woman.The thought of that makes me loose my breath.All I do is close my eyes and shake my head.Trying to loose the thought.There is no excuse for you not calling. It’s been 9 hours nowYou better had been shot or you’re in jail.What the hell is wrong with you; I’m not going back to this.You will not hurt me, nor get the best of me.I am to good of a person. Like I said before… I’m glad thatWe’re back together.I’ll be dammed if you go back to jail, you won’t even get a letter… from me that is.I can’t take this. It’s the streets or me.I love you with all of my heart, but that does not mean that I’m goingTo let you run all over me.How I’m feeling right now is like “did I really want us to get back together” Written December 1st, 2001 © on Dec 01 2001 11:06 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1