Don…1 More Thing

Don, it’s me. I just wanted to let you know that I am truly sorry for not calling you. You meant the world to me. I still feel as though I am the blame. I think that if you would’ve talked to Me that you would have been all right. Don, you needed Me and I didn’t even know it. I was so naive. You were Always there for me in my time and need. I remember when I would call you all hours of the night And talk to you about my problems. You stopped me from crying And made me realize that everything was going to be ok. Don I swear I miss you. You were a wonderful person. Even though you’re gone, you will never be left from my heart. Do you know what hurts me the most??? That I can’t hear your voice, and I can’t see your face. Don I miss hugging you. I miss going to your house, and just laugh Off of TV. I miss how we would go everywhere. You would take Me places so I wouldn’t have to walk by myself. You never hurted me. You used to make my day when you would tell me That I made your day, and that you were so happy to see me. Don I can never forget about you. I’m crying right now As I’m righting this. You meant so much to me. Why Did you have to leave me? Your life was cut so short. All I have are heart filled memories and pictures we have together. You smiled in every one. You were such a happy person. When I heard that you died it was like a bad dream. I still called your house and listened to your answering machine. You said, “Sorry I’m not here right now but leave your name, number And a brief message, and I will get back to you. I called your house everyday until they cut your phone off. Do you know what made me feel even worse?? I missed your funeral. I didn’t even know when it was. I wanted To go so bad. Don I love you so much. I wish you can hear me say it. I know you are in heave right now looking down on me, and I know you Would tell me to stop crying. But I can’t. Don you don’t know how you made me feel. I need you around me. I want you to pick up the phone when I call. I want to hear you say that you love me too. Don you are so special to me. I can’t say you were, because you will always be special to me. I wish I could send this letter off in the mail to heaven so you can read this, And so you know that I miss you so much, and I love you so much. Don I wish you can answer me. I wish that I can hear you say to me that everything will be all right. I’m still waiting. When I go to where you live at, I still knock on the door, waiting for you To answer. Don there is no response. I am still in denial. I love you. I mean that From the bottom of my heart. You will never be forgotten. NEVER! Don before I go I just want to let you know that you mean the whole world to me. You will forever Be in my heart, and there you will REST IN PEACE. Written February 10th, 2002 © on Feb 10 2002 12:25 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8