I only wish...

I see you crying, forgetting yourself Against the photo of your love, You scream against your fate; You were destined to mourn. For no one could hold back Death, I see you beat your head Against the wall, screaming your love’s name- My name; but you can never see me- I see you; in your black mourning dress, scarf Eyes swollen with tears, shaking red lips-  You still look pretty To me, you will forever be, if only you could hear My words, which had been a melody to you. I walk beside my grave, I cannot cry, cannot howl, Don’t need them anymore, yet I feel it more painful Than death, to see you crying for me whilst I am with you, Will always be, our bodies weren’t in love, our souls Uttered the oath of being together, forever . I don’t complain my death, Only feel the pain of seeing you without your smile May be you’ll redeem it, time changes everything Let’s hope it does, until then miss me, but not my love For it was never made to die,    Soon my time with you shall be over And I will start a new life, a life as a dead I have nothing to complain God, For He blessed me with your love, Yet a man’s want never ends, I only wish I could stay with you a little longer Love you a little longer, I only wish... Written November 27th, 2001 © on Nov 27 2001 03:32 AM PST, Apothegm   0 • 1