Nihlistic Self Reflection

"I gave all I had to you The things that made me smile The things I loved about myself My most treasured possessions and memories You held them close I felt safe I felt warm I did not feel alone The..."

"Diluted ideals argue against the logical conclusion drawn by the use of the individual senses making truth the lie and the lie ever lasting recording the silence and hiding the noise beating the air p..."

"I spoke in dead languages to dead godsSearching for truthSearching for a light to guide me into the hallow halls of my ancestorsI found my mother divine goddess and mother to all lifeI found my father..."

"Deserts in lush jungles pervade into spaces where angels cry tears of pearls and string them into necklaces that rich housewives buy oblivious to the sorrow of their birth and the sun catches the jump..."

"Cigar smoke comforting and thick dreams and lost inhibitions hang thick in  the air but we are not going anywhere Alcohol flowing through veins hungry for pleasure starving for affection Anger Remorse..."

"Sleep fails to find me the voices have grown quiet Stillness surrounds me in shroud-like solitude I find myself further away night bleeds into day and simple awareness becomes my torture the spiders c..."