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Please don't stare I'm feeling strange While you're blissed I feel deranged A dirty secret I never knew Another worry I will abuse Feel me up I'm feeling used Tarnished by the damage That we do A mist stays Once was see-through I need this feeling I need you Sugar-sweetened Baby names You look at me I don't feel the same Once exciting Now is lame Once was dirty Now is tame Once a comfort Remains a strain Once a love Is now a pain Tarnished by this damage That we cause Like a problem That we'll never solve Give me a kiss I'll call you God I'll be benefit To your cause Don't leave me now It's not too late But you're already Trying to escape You love to tease You love to stare At other boys I can't compare Now you give me Another use Another lie Yet a new excuse Now look at my Broken heart So exquisite You'll never start We've been here Wasting time A bitter taste Of lemon-lime A bit tarnished Still you shine I'm just another person Standing in your line Wipe my blood Upon your drapes Give me reason Give me taste I'll do my best Won't go to waste My broken heart Will mend with tape This feeling of Another shape You feel nothing I feel raped Written February 9th, 2002 © on Feb 08 2002 05:14 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1