Pessimistic/Optimistic

"Please don't stare I'm feeling strange While you're blissed I feel deranged A dirty secret I never knew Another worry I will abuse Feel me up I'm feeling used Tarnished by the damage That we do A mist..."

"I'm going down this path I've been I rested my eyes and you've made me cry again I'm trying to rest, but I cannot sleep Because of this pain inside I can no longer keep I can't stand the way you tend ..."

"If you're going to kill me make it fast and quick This lie I'm living is starting to make me sick I'll cut myself until I cannot feel Everything I thought we had proved to never be real I wish I coul..."

"All I ever did was give all she ever did was take And she couldn't keep this promise she said that she'd never break She read my feelings just like a book She had a secret at which she never let me lo..."

"I: Shaking at the end of this tunnel on the ground that I stand I'm blind in the darkness Reaching out for your hand Many times I've stated my case But you don't understand What do you think of me now..."

"collecting broken pieces calling out your name i disconnect my feelings no more of this fake stupid game Written February 14th, 2002 © on Sep 01 2002 11:17 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8"