DarkXIris

"Please don't stare I'm feeling strange While you're blissed I feel deranged A dirty secret I never knew Another worry I will abuse Feel me up I'm feeling used Tarnished by the damage That we do A mist..."

"I'm going down this path I've been I rested my eyes and you've made me cry again I'm trying to rest, but I cannot sleep Because of this pain inside I can no longer keep I can't stand the way you tend ..."

"If you're going to kill me make it fast and quick This lie I'm living is starting to make me sick I'll cut myself until I cannot feel Everything I thought we had proved to never be real I wish I coul..."

"All I ever did was give all she ever did was take And she couldn't keep this promise she said that she'd never break She read my feelings just like a book She had a secret at which she never let me lo..."

"I: Shaking at the end of this tunnel on the ground that I stand I'm blind in the darkness Reaching out for your hand Many times I've stated my case But you don't understand What do you think of me now..."

"The higher I climb, the further I fall Everywhere I turn my shadows stand tall You may say i'm something But you treat me like I'm nothing at all No more kisses: You're feeling sick I am too: I'm pes..."

"collecting broken pieces calling out your name i disconnect my feelings no more of this fake stupid game Written February 14th, 2002 © on Sep 01 2002 11:17 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8"

"I had a dream Everything I feared and worried about came true But I never woke up: Now I can barely stand to look at you The sky is slowly falling down on me tonight You used to be my candle but you'..."

"I'm still alive But still drowning in the water I thought I had found the girl of my dreams But I lost her It all disintigrated and she left me here to lay I made my biggest mistake and watched her w..."

"I've been looking for a way out of this I was stupid enough to start and it's hard to quit but I won't: not until my clothing fits I can't quit: not until I'm perfect I've made myself sick and It's a..."

"I found the prettiest girl She asked my name She gave me a flower I was never the same We fell in love We were happy The sun shined We were laughing Months went by Winds became cold The flower wither..."