Goodbye ~ I Want To Die

I am sick of all these heartaches I am sick of all these troubles My eyes no longer cry tears of any emotion My heart no longer asks for comfort or pain People burden me People bore me People no longer respect me And I know mama I am never alone I'm going to just move on So, tonight I think I must die Mama, I want you to know you have been wonderful Don't you ever forget that You were and always will be my best friend through and through But, this mama is something I think I must really do My life sucks My life has no way to go forward I have been trapped in a past that I have regretted I can't climb out anymore Mama your the only reason I have stayed here this long But my days are all over due and gone I must find peace with myself Death is patiently waiting for me So, tonight I think I must die Mama, While you lie asleep I will lie awake I will contemplate the next move I must make I will eventually drift off to dream Among the carbon from the car And pray my next life will be a better one by far So mama, when you find me in the morning, please don't you cry Because mama, truly I love you, and this is the way I wish to die!Sad day is all. I don't wish to kill myself. Written February 22nd, 2002 © on Feb 22 2002 12:12 PM PST, Lee Gillilan   0 • 1