life or death?

"you tried and you liedtoo fastnow too slowwalls and fallsmisdeeds undone -redone plus oneheart in your throatmine in my stomachethe gap has spreadwhat was there - now deadmistakes will hauntfill the a..."

"I must admit my guilt:I am a thought criminal.And many a crimehave I committed.The limitless freedomof a mind unhinged.This is what they fear most.Breaking from their iron-clad mold.Big Brother wants ..."

"this is my soliloquy; written to the best of my ability. of anthems and tantrums, of angels and devils, and the paradox between, like the love which makes me bleed. Written October 4th, 2001 © on Oct..."

"please, my liteflicker no more.help me to fite,and teach me to soar.please, little lite,i need you to see;beyond my plitehow life could be.please, sweet lite,quiet my head.fill my dreams toniteas i fa..."

"i'll make it,i know i will.but will i lose myselfand all that i knowalong the journey?will i single-handedlydestroy all that i've built?will i break down;become what they want,become who they are?do i..."

"Gaze into the mirror.Do you have a reflection?I've found your soulto be a fallacy.you prated your lovewith your rhetoric.You stultified my heartand all my feelings for you.And to think I doted you;Mis..."