Best Friends Forever (18+)

I used to think, We'd be best friends forever. There was nothing we didn't talk about, Nothing we couldn't tell one another. I trusted you and you trusted me; Why can't this still be the same? Intertwined with our own internal pain, Depending on eachother to make the best of every situation. Yet now it's as though you don't care anymore. We can't talk with out getting in a damn fight, We can't stand to be in eachothers sight. I was so fucked up inside, But you made me see what the world had to offer me. Love, life, careing, trust, and things I thought didn't exist. If I was upset you were there for me. I'd help you anyway that I could no matter what it was. You were one of the few people I ever trusted. Trusted with everything that was inside me. All my thoughts and emotions I always tried to hide. But I guess I never knew what you were inside. I never knew the pain you always hid, I never tried to see the things you didn't want to tell me. I just went about life as though everything was ok and fine. Even if I thought I was insane, I never questioned anything you said, You were just my best friend, the best I ever had. I'm sorry this is all my fault. If I'd never met you then maybe you'd still be the same. Crazy, fun, and psychotic but full of life. I'm sorry it ended this way I truely am. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry.For Bradley Ray Shelton of Green River Wy. I am sorry, it was all my fault. Written February 28th, 2002 © on Feb 28 2002 11:26 AM PST, Jessica Taylor   18 • 0 • 10