Double Suicide....... Regret?

I grasp you with a shaking hand. I hold you close and your heart races... Why'd this happen? I don't understand! I cherish our last embrace. You promised you'd alawys be there for me, But I guess I wasn't there for you. Now it's too late to hear my plea; That we could have made it through. Why didn't you tell me or let me know? How much pain you've been in. I would have listened and tried to help; Now it's all coming to an end. Your body goes limp and you look me in the eyes. The pain I see there is too much to bear. You take your final breath and time stands still around us... You stare off into space; a sightless dtare. My soul screams out! I CAN'T TAKE THIS! Why did you do this to me? I look around and then I see, The blade you used to take your life. My body goes numb without emotion. I pick up the blade in slow motion. Without a thought to any others; I slowly and blissfully slit my wrists. The blood runs down my arm and pools, Mixing with you blood and tears. I may not have been there for you then, But together forever, we must and will be. My life flashes before my eyes, I shake from heavy weeping. For all the things, I am now leaveing.inspired by my best friend that killed him self the day after x-mas2001, Love You Alec Written February 22nd, 2002 © on Feb 22 2002 06:11 AM PST, Jessica Taylor   18 • 0 • 1