Dream within a Suicidal Dream

"Sometimes I feel completely, Out of control. Being utterly alone, And uncareing. Till Imet you, Pretty much everything was the same. My day went off without a hitch. I was never confused, About what I..."

"I wish, I wish, That I had a wish to wish. Pointless as it seems, I live my life through dreams. Dreaming of confusion I created, Unentending my failure to be set free. Dreaming of dreams that make n..."

"I'm bored, I'm just sitting here. I'm tired of this life, I'm not sure I like this face. I sit down, With a bottle of Jim Beam. Drink till I can't remember anything, Till this life is perfect. I'm n..."

"If I just disappear, Will anyone notice? If I just run away from here, Would anyone care? I appear to be happy, When deen inside I feel dead. I never seem to be turely happy, It's like my heart; my s..."

"We will never know, How things could have been. It's all my fault, It was my choice. I caused all the pain, I caused all the problems. I could have been the one to make you happy. This is the saddest ..."

"I walk into a room, But no one notices me. When I'm falling apart; about to scream, They just look right through me. If I look into a mirror, I see no image; only claer clarity. I stop trying to see ..."