Koolaide (adult language warning 18+)

It appears as though, I fucked things up. For you; for all, I'm nothing but a fucking curse. I don't give a fuck, About you or anyone else. I never did, It just seemed that way. What you feel is not, My fucking problem. It never was, Rumors mean nothing to me. I'm a fucking psychopath, I fear nothing and no one. You care so damn much, About her; make sure she knows. The dumbest thing, You could have done was lie. You say you love her, Yet, you lied to her about me. All I was, Was a friend; NOTHING MORE! Yet because of a rumor, You lied and lost her anyway. Did you honestly think, It would have mattered? It wouldn't she's only a girl, Not all are heartless and empty like me. Now so stupid it seems, HONESTY. A pointless word, One you'll never understand. To me all you were, Was just a toy; a game. Something to pass the time. You never cared for me... nor I for you. So ends this pointless, Rant; to end all of this. Friends now? This I doubt, So just leave me alone; get the fuck out.note: This was wrote in about 2 min after a stupid conversation with some one I was once a friend to. He lost the one person He thought he cared about because of a stupid Rumor that he fucked me, which he didn't...... and thanks to the brilliant asshole who told that lie...... I have no idea..... Once a player always a player or so we were taught..... Maybe Koolaide was the exception but I guess I'll never know.... Since I probably lost his friendship due to a fucking Rumor started by an annonomous asshole I aparently know.......... Im guessing here but I'd say her name is jessica....... Written December 31st, 2001 © on Feb 21 2002 01:19 PM PST, Jessica Taylor   18 • 0 • 10