My Companion Depression

He hangs tight to me Like the wind keeps close to the skies He breaks down my spirit more and more each day With his sinful acts and continued lies He's right there in my face when i wake in the morning Only to tell me that today will be the same And any thoughts that you have of changing it's outcome I will make sure that your attempt goes in vein When I search for people to share my love with He only informs me that you are not good enough for them Why would they want to be with someone as pitiful as you And into thier lives let you in When I try to relax for a split second He's right there screaming and jumping around in my head He tells me that the only peace you will ever have Is when you have passed on and are finally dead When I'm with my loved ones He makes me feel like even with them I don't even belong So up i get to spend even more time with him And tell my family Goodbye for now and So Long So in the evening When I finally think he will let me rest and sleep He says that the only sleep you will have Is the one you won't wake up from When you're six feet deep So after all this pain soaks in I look for something to take it all away So I take a blade to my wrist and begin to slice and cut away During this whole thing He's right there in my ear laughing and screaming Go Boy Go!! He says hurry up and get it over with And stop being so slow Written December 16th, 2001 © on Dec 16 2001 02:12 AM PST   0 • 1