I Hate Myself For Loving You

"They say big girls don't cry, But what do they know anyway? They say don't let love pass you by, But what about the games you play? They say what doesn't kill you makes you strong, But how strong can ..."

"In the evening, when the stars are bright Within myself there is a fight My emotions war, battle, and scuffle While my mind is caught in a shuffle They scream, yell, curse, and bicker As my cloud of t..."

"What I like to do is watch you sleep Late at night when my thoughts are deep My eyes search your face-they wander and wander The love I feel, you can't even ponder In your arms I feel protection Behin..."

"All night and all day I've been feeling this way Doing nothing more than being lazy I think I'm going completely crazy I'm wishing for anything Even a mood swing Feeling like I'm canned While my life ..."

"Here I lay, face down on the floor Thinking of everything that's been, that will be I just can't take this anymore Help me out of this place that I've put me I'm trapped inside of myself, deep down S..."

"Fear, darkness, out of control And then... I see his face, His eyes meet mine, And tell me everything is ok. And it is. Because his eyes say it. Written May 6th, 2001 © on Jun 15 2001 08:26 AM PST   ..."