HeAveNsEnT

"They say big girls don't cry, But what do they know anyway? They say don't let love pass you by, But what about the games you play? They say what doesn't kill you makes you strong, But how strong can ..."

"In the evening, when the stars are bright Within myself there is a fight My emotions war, battle, and scuffle While my mind is caught in a shuffle They scream, yell, curse, and bicker As my cloud of t..."

"What I like to do is watch you sleep Late at night when my thoughts are deep My eyes search your face-they wander and wander The love I feel, you can't even ponder In your arms I feel protection Behin..."

"All night and all day I've been feeling this way Doing nothing more than being lazy I think I'm going completely crazy I'm wishing for anything Even a mood swing Feeling like I'm canned While my life ..."

"Here I lay, face down on the floor Thinking of everything that's been, that will be I just can't take this anymore Help me out of this place that I've put me I'm trapped inside of myself, deep down S..."

"Fear, darkness, out of control And then... I see his face, His eyes meet mine, And tell me everything is ok. And it is. Because his eyes say it. Written May 6th, 2001 © on Jun 15 2001 08:26 AM PST   ..."

"Slap in the face Stab in the back Play with my heart and step on it when you're done When you're done using me, throw me away Don't worry about how I feel I have no emotions anyway I am empty, my sens..."

"Locked up, key thrown away Sorry to say, here to stay Not for all time, just for a while So I guess I'll have to wait to see your smile But until then, your image I keep Locked up, key thrown away In ..."

"I can't believe you're leaving It simply can't be true I can't believe you're leaving What am I gonna do without you? I can't believe all these times are over They'll all be in the past I can't beli..."

"I just don't give a fuck It's all coming to an end You've been pushing your luck There's no more luck to spend Everything is bullshit I don't believe it anymore The tip of the fuse has been lit I'm t..."

"I thought you were the one for me As I was for you But now the truth I clearly see I don't know what to do She's got you wrapped around her finger To you, she can do no wrong Whatever she does, you st..."

"Can't do this, can't do that Walked all over like a door mat Alone with the thoughts in my head Better than this, better of dead Can't go here, can't go there Sliced into pieces just like a pear Alon..."

"I can make you feel ecstasy times three Show you the way it's supposed to be If this could only be the way it goes Only thing is you don't wanna be with me I can keep you up all night So good you don..."

"Look at you Now look at me You think you have a chance to see? As if! Please! Forget it man! I think you need to change your plan Don't kid yourself: Get real I'm the chick with all the appeal And you..."

"I love you with all of me My body, soul, and heart No matter how happy I may be, When you're so sad, it tears me apart You say you need me, not in that way Just for now, as your best friend Well that ..."

"What's been going on between you and me? Is there a problem that I can't see? Please tell me what's wrong before it's too late I know we can change this relationship's fate I love you so much that it ..."

"Temptation, sensation Resist, persist I want to, but I can't I can't bring myself down Down to your level, not again I'm too good for that And now I see No longer will I be your toy So want me That's ..."

"You don't return my calls Don't call up at my place Why don't you get some balls And say it to my face? If you don't want to talk To me anymore I think it's time I walk Right out that little door Do..."

"This time I can't say that I don't care About this bond we seem to share I need to know you feel it too Is this love really true? Before I met you my life was a bore Everything I did, seemed I'd done ..."

"Tension, angst, desperation Turn it on... I let myself go Go to a place that I can only see Filled with my deepest dreams and desires It takes control And releases me from all of my fears and pains M..."

"A picture's worth a thousand words A memory's worth a million A story's worth a thousand laughs To have been there's worth a billion The time's that are spent are worth so much But what are you talkin..."

"Hello... Are you there? Weren't you sent to protect me? To help me along my way Where the fuck are you? Are you even there? I would really like to know Where are you when things go so wrong That I fee..."

"I love you But I hate you Time and time again You shit on me And I've come to a conclusion I'm stupid I'm stupid for letting this happen I'm so stupid for doing this to myself Because I love you with ..."

"Wearing out my socks, pacing Heart racing All of this from facing The fact that it's done It's done and gone and it's not coming back And I'm starting to wonder if I even want it Suddenly break into t..."

"I have to be strong, I tell myself now I have to find how to get past it somehow I live and learn and learn it well I'll hold on to what I've got like hell I have to be wise, I know how to be I have t..."

"It was hard for awhile Kept seeing your face, your eyes, your smile Visions of the times we had And thoughts of why it all went bad But somewhere in the back of my mind Was the strength that I had lef..."

"I know I should move on And start over again But in the back of my mind There you are I know I should find a new And try something else But in the back of my mind There you are It seems that no matter..."

"Why are these feelings reverting to me? The ones that I thought I could never more see The ones that make me crave for you Confuse me, use me, it's just what you do Why is it that with just one phrase..."

"Rebecca Azul Most popular girl in school Class president, prom queen Face like in a magazine Friends with the "cool crowd" Always makes her parents proud But every night, under dark skies In bed, she ..."

"Reminiscence... Thoughts of the way you used to kiss me so softly, and look at me with that shine in your eyes Or how I could wake up to you with your arms around me Your touch sent waves of warmth th..."