A Night Never-ending
By HollowRose
Most nights I cry Keep on asking myself why Just wishing the pain would go away But yet it always seems to stay Don't know where I'm going Don't know what I'm doing My life is nothing but a joke Living as two different people One filled with torment,confusion,and pain The other seeming strangely happy Sometimes I wish I could be that happy person I always fake This act has gone on so long I don't even know the real me I cut myself to make the pain go away hoping to feel relief Instead I see it and remember why its there and all the pain returns Can't love myself Can't love another 'cause I'm too afraid it'll push me over the edge Make it all go away,make it disappear I wish I could get all this off my chest but I know no one to turn to Fearing no one understands So I keep it all inside.This poem has never seen another's eyes but mine and someone else's. Its based on a very personal experience on the date it was written. Written July 31st, 2001 © on Oct 28 2001 01:45 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Most nights I cry..."