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By HollowRose

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Thinking thoughts of yesterday Painfully remembering the day you went away Wishing and hoping you soon would return Without you here my soul is left to burn The nights I sat in the corner and cried All the while slowly killing myself inside Wanting so much just to go on and die Knowing you wouldn't want me to,the least I can do is try Try not to go and reach for the knife The only thing now that brings joy to my life I fear one day I'll think of you and give in To the freshly sharpened blade as it slices through my welcoming skin I don't know what to do to stop the sorrow and make me whole again Can't go on living with all this pain,so I guess it means I'm giving in Letting it go as my blood hits the floor My world turns to black,my heart beats no more. Written November 2nd, 2001 © on Nov 02 2001 02:47 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1

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