For my friend

"Sitting here deep in thought My mind it seems as if its caught Between a place of light and dark I'm all alone thoughts left to wander Repetitive life now getting boring Without me the world would go..."

"Sadness I keep deep down inside The feelings of sorrow I can no longer hide Life turns boring and colors fade to gray Reaching for the knife, something to make it go away Watch as the blade sinks in ..."

"Most nights I cry Keep on asking myself why Just wishing the pain would go away But yet it always seems to stay Don't know where I'm going Don't know what I'm doing My life is nothing but a joke Livin..."

"Staring out into the spaceAn infinite blank stare that never leaves my faceA swirl of confused emotions rages on insideThe never ending sadness I'm always trying to hideLife becomes mundaneand I don't..."

"A whisper in the dark more words go by unheard I speak yet no one listens No one hears my cries of suffering,pain,and agony would you honestly care if I died? A ghost is all I am A ghost is all I've ..."

"Thinking thoughts of yesterday Painfully remembering the day you went away Wishing and hoping you soon would return Without you here my soul is left to burn The nights I sat in the corner and cried A..."