So in love

every second without you is a living hell i want to kick and scream, cry and yell you were the only person who made me want to live i gave you all the love i was able to give i don't want to live anymore, not without you here cuz i am living in pain and in constant fear what if some day, when i am still waiting for you you realize this is not what you want to do what if you find someone else that is better than me then who will i have and what will i be i feel like im nothing if we are not one i can't be happy and i can't have fun we're together in school, so i love going there cuz i can show you i love you, i can show you i care when i am at home and i'm thinking of you i just sit and cry because i don't know what to do when you are not home when i try to call i sit around the house and bawl because without you i feel so alone and scared because i have never had love that has compared to the love i have and hold for you babe without you i can't make it through life is so hard and i feel so alone and my only escape is when we talk on the phone the only other escape i have is going to school even though the people there are harsh and cruel i get to see you there and it makes things okay i'd love to go to school and stay there all day but you and me would be the only ones there we will be able to talk and we'll be able to share i'll be happy there because you'd be there with me i love you more than anything babe and soon they will see that if they take you away, i will be lifeless and dead and they will regret all the bad and mean things they said they'll regret taking you away for as long as they did and only because i kept my feelings all hid i only did that because i knew they'd take you away i shouldn't have told them, i regret it everyday i miss you so much now that they did this to me but someday soon you'll be back here where you're supposed to befor the only one i love Written April 10th, 2002 © on Apr 10 2002 01:20 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8